Seeing anything as absolute keeps you from understanding anything beyond what you’ve limited yourself to understanding. It’s not knowledge that would lead a person to this end, it is desperation. Desperation begs for an ultimate answer when an ultimate answer is an unknowable impossibility. You simply cannot know. You can believe. That will need to be enough. Those who believe they know beyond the malleable nature of objectivity, reason, and consideration, have chosen to be blind to all else. Conviction and fortitude do not dispel the infinite possibilities of existence or genesis. Kneeling to Ra for stabbing Apophis does not save you from chaos.